The Journey Is The Destination

During a time of prayer, I pictured Jesus waiting for me under a tree. When I got close and stood by Him, we started to go for a walk together. I was happily anticipating a leisurely stroll surrounded by nature and beauty with my Savior. After just a few steps, we arrived at a beautiful stream. The surrounding area was lovely, but I was a little disappointed that we got there so fast. As we stepped slowly into the stream, I gathered my thoughts and decided to stay present with Christ. I didn't want to miss anything.

The water was so clean and sparkling, I wanted to enjoy the walk in the stream with Jesus by my side. I felt something in my spirit pull me. It wasn't Jesus; it was me. My thoughts were on where we were going, not on Him and where we were. Sadly, Again, after just a few short steps, we arrived at a stunning waterfall. The waterfall was a misty, beautiful vision. Sparkling water rushing over a narrow cliff and tumbling into the small pool at the bottom was breathtaking. Jesus lead me out of the water and onto the bank. I wanted to enjoy this time with Him, but I could feel my spirit pulling away, desiring to get to the next destination. I felt like I was missing it. I wanted to enjoy the walk with Him, languor in the splendor of His company and the beauty of this place. My mind, however, was wanting to rush off to the next destination. As I was struggling to stay with Him, Jesus turned to me and ever so sweetly said, "Linda, Enjoy the journey, stop rushing to the destination. The journey is the destination." Spending time with God is the goal. An intimate relationship with Him is my highest purpose.

I am in the middle of my fast. This year, I am not only fasting food but time, and I am loving it! I am giving God my entire morning. From the time I wake up until noon. I have been just so excited to spend this time with Him. I thought this time I chose to spend with Him each morning was my gift to Him. I realize now that it is actually His gift to me. And foolishly, I am trying to rush to the destination of what He is preparing me for. A part of me is trying to quickly make sense of all that God wants me to learn so that I can attain my purpose, my destiny. I am still trying to make myself worthy, still trying to earn a free gift. This is false and sinful. God is not condemning me. He is gently taking me by the hand to show me a better way—life in Him.

I remembered when I was a little girl at Christmas time. I would never sneak around trying to find my presents. I wanted the surprise and the whole experience of Christmas morning. When I opened my presents, I did it slowly. I unwrapped each present with care to savor each moment and really appreciate every gift before I went on to the next. This would drive my older brother crazy. He tore through each present like a Tasmanian devil. In the end, I'm not even sure he knew what he got. I realized I've stopped enjoying the journey. Lately, I have been too focused on arriving. God showed me I'm trying to rip off the wrapping to get the prize inside. I have always loved the anticipation, the preparation, and finding just the right gifts for those I love. I need to approach this time in my life the same way. If I don't, I will miss so much.

I am sorry, Lord, for not realizing the gifts that are right in front of me. The best of all; time with You.

Thank You for my Life in You