Step by Step

April 20

I realized that I had unrealistic expectations on myself and what should be accomplished during this stay at home order. I have been afraid that I will get to the end of this time and feel like I missed opportunities to accomplish the things God has for me. I will be disappointed in what I got done for myself. When life goes back to normal I may not have as many occasions to spend time with my kids, and husband. So, when a dear friend called as I was wrapping up my quiet time, I knew it was a divine appointment. We talked for over an hour and it was a sweet time for both of us. I didn't worry about what else I should be doing, I just stayed present, in the moment. When I got off the phone I asked God what's most important to do next, what is the priority. I completed that and asked the same question. I spent the rest of the day allowing God to order my steps. I am laying down my expectations. My day belongs to HIm. No more pressure. I am letting things go and trusting God to manage my day. Today ended up peaceful and I felt productive! let's do this again tomorrow.