Protection

I will probably never know what God has done, but I choose to trust.

March 23

I am choosing to trust God in the disappointment. My fight is over, and Andrew is coming home. I may never know why God allowed his trip to be ended prematurely. I am sad, and I wish I understood why. I wish God could let me in on He reasons He brought Andrew home. But, God's thoughts are not my thoughts. His ways are higher than mine. I am like a child who wants an answer to something I simply can't understand, and even if I could, He simply wants me to trust Him. Understanding His decisions or His plans is not trusting Him. He is a loving Father who sees more than I do, understands how things work together better than I do. I trust that He will work all things together for good for Andrew. Just because I did not see God work in the way I wanted to see Him work today, doesn't mean I didn't see Him work. It means I don't see the fullness of the story He is weaving together. I believe God is protecting Andrew from something. I don't believe it is the Coronavirus, and since He is protecting him, I will probably never know what disaster was averted. So Father, I thank you, and I trust you.